I am expected to “entertain” Dexter in her absence. In the past, this has consisted of making small talk. However, in recent visits, Dexter has ...ecome interested in my “experiences” with boys and how it feels to have such exquisite “fun bags” at my disposal. It’s getting creepier so when Mom gets up to go to the kitchen, I follow. She hisses for me to go back. I down my fourth beer and grab a fifth from the fridge. I am really going to need it.I literally sway as I go back in and with Mom. Kaja was talking about how it is so different in Florida. That was when Zophia brought up the Christmas that Kaja and I hosted here. Zophia said, ‘When Fryderyk showed me the pictures of that Christmas, I knew that you were part of this big family. I found out that no matter how hard you try, even 30 years for me, you can never resign from this family. So when you called, I had to make sure that you would come. Fred, did you know that I had to promise that Cathy would be here too?’ That was. Kimiko especially didn’t care since her mom was happy and I finally declared to Kimiko that she’s my girlfriend now, and that I do care about her mother. All in all we are becoming happy. I felt it was time to take our plans further and really hit my family hard. “It’s time my family pays for its actions” I tell the other three.“Great, but how?” Tara asks.“I don’t know but I believe it’s going to have to be big. Bigger than anything we have done before.”“I may have an idea and it’s very risky.. Don’t wonder where. Don’t try to find me. I am not going to my parents’ house or any of my cousins or friends’ place. And no, I am not going to any of my lovers’ places either. Just let me be for a few days. I’ll keep emailing you to inform you I am safe. When I have done enough thinking, I’ll come back. Until then, you do some thinking too. Think about our future, if you think we should have one together. And how we should live it. Love, Shilpa P.S. I am leaving my cellphone here so you or.