" I couldn't bear to show my tears and covered my face with my hands. My dad had given me that car for graduating high school. He knew I wasn't bound ...or college, and that I was the type of person who would go from job to job, until eventually I found out what would made me happy. But he also knew I'd take loving care of anything he gave me. So, the day after graduation, I found a Honda Accord sitting in the driveway. He'd bought it for me. It wasn't brand new, but it wasn't beat up and it was. I was staring at women, it was so hard not to. I wasn'tlooking at their crotches like I expected to, but their lips, asses, andunapologetically their breasts. It was like, fuck, I wanted to squeezeevery pair I passed. And being at this hedonistic sex vacation, theywere all so big and perfect... and bouncy.I saw a woman with soccer sized tits running down the beach and twothings seemed to conflict in my mind when I saw this. One, holy shitthose were amazing... Do men really like looking at. "Helmut looked puzzled."Eva?" he said. "I don't understand how my wife could possibly helphim." Neither do I," said Hitler, "but he has my full backing in this matterand the authority to ask whatever questions he deems necessary. You willcooperate, of course, Countess?" Of course, Mein F?hrer," I said, feigning puzzlement."Good. Then I'll leave the matter in Wagner's more than capable handsand await his report. I have to return to Rastenburg now. I hope therest of your wedding day passes. I nodded, “I’ve expected that from the first date. That is the day when you and I have to decide.”“You know what I want, Mishka. But I also agreed that our talk has to wait until I graduate. As much as I would love to be with you now, I know it’s not practical. And as much as I want to stay talking with you, we can’t leave Sasha too long.”I nodded, got up from the bed, and took Tasha’s hand to help her up. She got off the bed and stepped close and melted into my arms and we exchanged a soft,.