I would dress up and get into bed at night and wank my self silly, fantasising that I was a woman and men wanted to fuck me. But it took a couple of y...ars for me to pick up the courage to go out wearing undies and show myself to men.When 18 years old I went out one night with my undies on underneath my normal man-wear. I went to public toilets where I knew it would be safe and where men would be looking for sex. My problem was, how do I take the plunge by exposing myself and seeing what. We actually have been somewhat out of direct contact since the tragic event. Once everything checks out to being normal I go to my supply closet.The supply closet is where I keep all my weapons and equipment. Since I plan on this being a quick assassination, I pack light. I grab a backpack picking up one my U.S. passports and two silenced 9mm PP7 pistols. I grab a THOR M408 sniper rifle and break it down placing it in the backpack just in case. I always tell myself “Better to be over prepared. Excited children ran wildly from person to person. Streamers and balloons escaped small hands, and flew erratically in the air above the crowd.A band of unreliable size played folk music on traditional instruments; energetic celebratory sounds settling in around the chatter.Teenagers expectant, jealous; parents nostalgic, excited, scared.Suddenly the band stopped playing, a discordant last breath from the large horn hushed the crowd, and the bride appeared. Her father would have said she was. I knew that to walk away from the case was going to cost me my job and a lot of money but in the end I had to live with myself. I submitted my resignation that afternoon and was out on the street a week later.I thought of trying to hook up with another law firm but I knew that if they caught wind that I had walked on a case that big they would never hire me. The only other choice was to open my own office. The interesting thing was that even thought I had given up the job I had worked so hard.