One minute I am stepping out of the Inn, the next I am there. Standing before a huge pair of wooden doors. A single attendant waiting for me. It is on...y then that I realise that I am completely dry even though the rain is driving down so hard that I can barely hear anything else. But then there is the sound of bells ringing for midnight and the thought is forgotten as the doors swing wide and I step over the threshold and into a wonder. ~November 1stThe room is enormous. Spectacular. Every last. There was just something so taboo and risky that made it a top fantasy. So when I ran across an online posting for a mature man wanting to film a younger man sucking his cock in my area, I was fascinated. I must have read the ad a dozen times before I responded. I explained that I was a crossdresser and he immediately replied that the idea of being with a CD would be more than welcome. He also told me that he was in his mid-fifties. That made me hesitate as being in my twenties, I wasn't really. Not Evelyn's, this time. My daddy-to-be is buying me one."On a Saturday a few weeks later, Martha Jane showed up in a bright blue and white Chevrolet. But she didn't look happy behind the wheel.I said after I got into the seat beside her and we were on our way to her place, "Wow, what a car!" It's not me!" she moaned. "This huge gas burner is NOT ME! Speedy, I'm scared. Really. I should love this, but I hate it. I feel like one of those East Memphis debutantes. I feel as if I'm selling out. And. I squirmed, but only a bit."Mmm. That feels nice," I said.It really did. It hurt, but still, a soft warmth spread over me. A hunger began to grow."Relax your arms and your shoulders," she said.I let my arms hang limp. She removed my bra, letting my round breasts hang free. Then she grasped my elbows and pulled them behind my back. A sharp pain shot through my shoulders and chest."The trick is to get your elbows to touch," she said. "Relax a bit more."I was relaxing all I could. She pulled.