I didn’t knew pretty much why she didn’t came up to speak on the issue but I guessed she had their reasons, or even appreciated the way people tal...ed about her.“Rhonda, so you don’t see any problem on guys talking how much your are kinky and slutty?”“Why should I, Steve? Let them talk! That’s why people have mouths!”I kept seen her with boys wrapped around her arms and shoulders, talking with them and stuff... I still got puzzled on how much those stories were truth or the mind of men that. My blonde body hair was hard to see unless onelooked closely. I examined my day's growth of beard, peach fuzz wouldhave better described it. Auntie had thoughtfully placed a fresh razorand can of shaving gel on the counter for me. I quickly lathered myface and soon I had removed all vestiges of facial hair. I found abottle of men's Dunhill aftershave and slapped a generous amount onto mysmoothly shaven face. I was ready to face the exciting the brave newworld of Transgenderania!Remembering. Strip or get the fuck out." Now I'm tapping my foot and watching. He does. Uncut, small. That's okay. I'm cir... I was circumcised. Still am circumcised? But I'm small unless I'm excited. I know how it goes. Grow-er rather than a show-er. He looks down and starts playing with himself. What a funny thing to watch. I can't even say why it's funny. And not in a humorous way but in the sense that I don't like this man and I'm not even sure why I haven't kicked him to the curb yet. I feel like. The people I had infected with my need I had cured with my love. I had made love to them and they had surrendered themselves to that love. I had made love to Joey and Suzi too, but they had never surrendered like that. But then that had felt different. I had shared not just my heart with them, but my body and mind.The connection I felt with them was stronger than ever, but I could remember feeling that sort of connection with Joey all the way back in elementary school. And I had felt drawn to.