I said to Gary you know what happened last time we were alone don’t you. He said he remembered it well. This moment had been the only thing on my mi...d since Lisa had said we were all going out for a drink. I didn’t want to waste any time so I said to Gary that I would love to carry on from last time. He grinned and said he was hoping I would say something along those lines. I could feel the excitement now as my cock was starting to get hard. I started to get undressed and Gary said are you. Then, he started fucking her vagina. He was riding her perfectly. She, too, was enjoying the moment like it’s what makes her happy. Then he cum in her mouth.After that, they had dinner, which I served. When I entered her room, she was sitting on his lap nude. He was kissing her neck and holding her tits. She winked at me and signaled the 5k near her clothes. I bent down and collected and left.Then they had few more sessions till 3 in the morning. At 7 A.M Ali Bhai came outside and thanked me. ”“A big one?”“Yes, Father.”“How big?”“Very ... very big.”“Did you enjoy it?”“Well ... yes.”“I mean,” he went on, “is this something you wanted to happen, or did it just ... overwhelm you?”“Both, I guess.”“How was it both?”“I mean, I wanted it, but when it happened, it was a surprise.”“You see, doing it is bad enough. But liking it, loving it, that is what we call concupiscence, and it compounds your sin.”“Yes, Father.”“You can’t do these things with boys anymore.”And like an idiot, I said,. There is nothing tangible to hold on to. No memory that I can look back on and say that this is what defines my love for her. About the only thing I could look back on and point to, was the fact that my love never ended for her. No matter how much I willed it to end. No matter how many times I attempted to kill it with my own actions. I managed to hide my love, but I couldn't destroy it. I knew there was something there even when I tried to deny it to myself.By the time I got around to looking.