Well later that evening after I had taken Mrs B out for dinner and I had a great Steak dinner that night she told me that the boat trip had made her f...el very tiered and that she was having an early night and not to wake her when I got in, she left me alone and after only a few minuets Magaret appeared she asked me If I would go with her and we left she had a car waiting out the back and as she drove me up the road the this Hotel and she took me into this room that she had paid for for the. After fucking guys that had been good for me on my birthday, and discovering they were no longer as satisfying, I was puzzled.One night a couple I was babysitting for came back and the wife was drunk and went right to bed. The husband was pretty well lit too and he made a pass at me. I was horny enough that I took him up on it and the sex was mind blowing like I remembered. That was it! It had to be wicked to be good!I hope you realize that makes getting well-laid a lot more challenging. The. "Hey Evan, you can call me Thomas," he replied. "Come on in."Entering the door, I flipped off my shoes. "You should take the rest off too," Thomas commanded."Alright," I said as I removed my shorts & shirt.Standing in front of him, he started looking over me, inspecting my body."Turn around," he stated. "Nice ass." Thanks," I said."How bad do you want it," he began to ask me."Badly," I said gazing back down towards his cock as I subtly licked my lips."Beg," he commanded."God, I want your cock,". Now she was going and I began to feel apprehensive about surviving on my own. In my head I knew I would manage, but my heart was nearing panic stations.Though Trish always bolstered my confidence as a sexual partner and had always been there for me, I had never considered until she told me of her going, that I might be alone without a lover for the rest of my life. Trish had been my partner. I might never have another. She might be confident that women would fall at my feet; I had no such.