I entered the back servant's entrance and stopped in the kitchen for a drink of milk before going to bed. As I bent over to get the milk, I heard a th...oat being cleared behind me and saw our house guest Percival sitting forlornly on the bench wearing only a nightshirt that almost made me giggle."So sorry to disturb the young miss in her adventures."That's the way Percival talked but I had gotten used to it by now. I could tell he didn't mean anything by it. I assumed it was the way he was. ”Jennifer looked at me with a bit of a surprized look on her face then headed out to the biffy. Suddenly it dawned on me what I’d said. Where had the ‘my dear’ come from? Wow! Had Jennifer had that much influence on me?On her return, neither of us said anything about the ‘my dear’ and we talked and played games but I could sense that something had changed with us. ‘How long have I known Jennifer?’ I asked myself. Had she had that much impact on me in that short a time? I was surprised to. "She cringed the human's leg was broken in a horrible angle from the trap's jaws."Go and get Eyolf." she told the one that kneeled, "but be careful if there is a trap here there are more. Once you find him alert everyone else to this." Yes Mistress." She stayed by the human that lay on the ground, "If I open this can you pull your leg free?" he nodded. "OK it's going to hurt the bone will shift are you sure?" ye…. yes mistress."she looked around, "here." she took her own belt off and doubled. . done ... ok, fucked. But I hadn't. What a dummy."But I also knew that when we made love – oh, ok then, when we had sex - in the context we're talking it certainly was sex not love! When we had sex I loved it. And when I was pregnant I wanted even more and you weren't there. No. I'm not blaming you, please understand that, but let's just say that your absence didn't help things at all. However I do understand that I could and should have stopped things before they got out of hand. But I also.