You will live as a woman for a year, and then, if you're certainit's not what you want, you can go back to being a man."Although still too shocked to ...peak, I was relieved that at least shedid not have the worst planned for me. A couple of moments passed and asmy heartbeat slowly returned to normal, I realized that nothing hadreally changes. I still only needed to make Erica Anna think I wasengaging in the conversation while waiting for Caroline to come home andput an end to this nonsense,. When I followed her in she told me toundress completely and wait for the doctor. She left and locked the doorbehind her. Since I have started the hormone treatment I have become verybody conscious and feel completely humiliated without my clothes on. Evenmy wife, Heidi, hasn't seen me undressed for three years or more. It hadbeen well over a year since, Helen, my doctor and my wife's closestconfidante, had examined me and I was a bit confused as to why she wantedto inspect me today but I did. Sometimes I think she left it slightly cracked open just so I would find her doing herself, But maybe that is just my thinking about how it happened.. When I got caught I had been watching her doing herself with a large candle she never burned and always kept next to her side of the bed. I watched and she could take almost all of this 15" candle and she did things with it that would make any man hard. My step mom loved to fuck it... I was masturbating also watching her and like the many times. Even though she hadn't done anything to indicate an interest in me, I had enjoyed our time together in the mall, and thought that she'd had some fun as well.After New Years came, Walter would be heading off to Indiana again, and I would be seeing Kiki in school most days. If she asked me, I'd just say that I had given Walter her message.That night Walter asked my mother if it would be all right if Carla came over on Christmas day to celebrate Christmas with us. I'm not even sure whether they.