Vivek has gone to Australia to live with their daughter for 6 months and asked if I could cook dinner for him every night. I agreed to bring him food ...veryday. He opposed and said it’s better if I went there to their apartment and cooked. He said that he’ll buy the groceries and i just have to cook. It seemed fair and we finally agreed that I would make both dinner and breakfast for the next day. First day was normal. I cooked. He helped me. And we chatted a while. He asked me to come in the. That's all you will ever be." The word loser still echoes through my head sometimes, which creates a feeling of broken glass traveling through my veins, cutting up all of my insides. As I passed by her cell, our eyes met for the first time in years. The girl I had once loved, staring at me beyond the strong, unbreakable, silver bars. After those words she said to me, she had tried to apologize, telling me how sorry she was, but none of it mattered. She was dead to me. As I passed by, in what. ” My heart leapt and froze all at the same time. I didn’t want the evening to end. I leant in towards her and put my head against hers. She moved her hand and arm around me as we exited onto London’s Stratton Street. “Fuck its cold,” she said and hugged me sideways as we stood on the pavement. I reached around her, turning her gently to face me and hugged her back. I didn’t feel cold. I felt warm and at home. “Seems like your pleased to see me too,” Jayne said, pushing her crotch into mine. As we entered the room we noticed that there was a younger white lad there and a black fellow they asked if we would mind if they could stay and after asking Linda if it was alright and she whispered to me yew it might be hot to have someone watch. She dropped her towel revealing her body and I noticed the guys were really interested in looking at her naked body by the way they were both naked. I noticed Linda was looking at the black guys crotch and I noticed that he was getting hard looking.