I tell her that I like what she looks like in all her lingerie. She says that is not what she meant and that I know what she is talking about. I tell ...er that I enjoy her cream colored nightgown and her white slip the most and that they are just so soft, and that they feel good against my skin. She reaches back, unzips her dress and lets it fall to the floor. She is now standing there with her bra, slip, pantyhose and shoes on. She then says to me “You mean this slip?” I just nod my head in. After all this time, everyone knew her and pretty much ignored her as she walked the familiar hallways to Amy's room. She stopped at the nurse's station before going to see her sister. An elderly black nurse was making notes in a file as she walked up."Hi, Bonnie, how's the world treating you?" Good evening, Miss Hampton! It's so good to see you again. We're doing just fine, thank you. It's a good thing you came tonight. I leave noon tomorrow for two weeks in Hawaii! Now that the kids are. I didn't say anything to him. I just stared at him. I asked his brother which room was his. Mark grinned and loudly announced my query, exactly as I knew he would. Kevin grinned at me. I just stared. He said "you wanna see?"We went upstairs. I had fantasized about this for half my life up till that point. I was going to be a tigress. I would say all sorts of brilliant and witty quips. But instead what flicked through my mind was an episode of the Wonder Years that had played last night. Where. Yeah, I'm okay, just a little upset with myself, I said dejectedly.' You compete today he said, I nodded, well I said, I tried anyway and gave a tired chuckle.' I reached up, gathered some liquid soap an started to lather up my body. I stepped out from under the water and vigorously worked the soap over my tired muscles, worked my chest, my stomach and my midsection. I bent at the waist and washed down my thighs and lower legs. I worked my way back up, got some more soap and continued to.