"Why start now." My grinning brother says as he wipes water from hisscraggily beard.While most people would find this rude and somewhat revolting, I ...eesome hope in it. He hasn't changed and he wasn't going to but he wasacting like I hadn't changed, but in a positive way. We were stillfamily. Sure he said he, but he is a meathead and that could beexcused. He wasn't mean to me or Jenny. He didn't try to change theway he acted he just rolled with the punches.My mother's attentiveness didn't. But Shellie wasn’t there. What I saw was the end of my world. Shellie lay across the front seat from bucket seat to the console of our car. One leg hung by just a thread of skin just below the knee. The other leg also hung and a crazy angle. Her beautiful hair was matted with blood, and her eyes, her eyes just stared straight up at the sky. I knew that the love of my life was gone. Her dress and her beautiful baby bump were soaked with red gore. The wonderful baby bump was now flat. Everything. Iproceeded to pull down my pajama bottoms and saw white cotton panties. Ididn't see the usual bulge of my penis; instead I saw a flat crotchbetween my legs. I then pulled down the panties and confirmed that I wasno longer male.While I was standing there in awe over my new body, a male officer cameinto the restroom and froze at the sight of a teenage girl staring at herbare vagina. He quickly apologized and made his way out of the restroom,shielding his eyes from my half naked body. Immediately. Sam saw what was going on and came riding back to us. "What's going on here?" she asked."Ed just asked me to marry him," Cassie said with a big smile."Oh, I knew he was going to do that. I take it you're happy about that?" Yep," Cassie's grin was contagious and soon all three were grinning like idiots.When we camped for the night, I was so happy we had Mina with us. Neither Sam nor Cassie nor Sarah Beth were worth a damn when it came to getting the camp set up and supper cooked.Day 91 - Friday,.