And I’ve been lucky in that I have had a lot of support in doing it.” I made some popcorn as the girls then filled her in on many of the things I ...ad done over the years. Conventions, awards, and even helping start the company that was doing “dirty dungeons”. At that I protested.“Frannie, you have played them. Are they really dirty?”“Well, kinda. I mean, yeah they have sex, and lots of fucking. But then again, not really. I think it was more sexy than dirty, of course that might have been. Maybe it was a draught of some kind that she hadn’t felt, but the door of the machine opened as she neared it, blocking her way to the gin. At first, she started to close it, but then she had that urge again, to find out what it would be like to be in the box, but not activate the machine.Slowly, Cheryl moved into the box, making sure she did not step on the pressure pads. These were shiny steel plates built into the base of the machine, if she stepped on them, the machine would activate. A few minutes passed and the younger guy asked if I would like to get in the hot tub with them, I agreed and we all got it and the bubbles came on and the men sat one either side of me, I felt a hand on my right thigh and another on my left knee, I began to realize now that they wanted more than just a soak in the tub. I also had a feeling that I wanted it too and I reached down under the water to my right and put my hand on the young ones cock. It was hard as hell and it felt good in a strange. ” Suddenly I knew what I was about to hear. She was going to leave me. I felt like the whole room was coming down on me. God, I loved her so! This beautiful, warm, sweet person that I had married – who had chosen me over so many others that had pursued her. I was losing her. This was the night. I sat on the edge of my chair and held my head in my hands, staring down at the carpet as the lump in my throat spread and numbed my body. Anger and grief washed over me and mixed somewhere.