"What?" Ralph asked, turning to face her."Nothing, oh, nothing!" she said. "I was just talking to myself." She tried to breathe normally, but she knew...that Ralph had detected the shrill excitement in her voice.She couldn't stand there any longer.Fighting to control herself, she said, "You'll have to excuse me, Ralph. I was taking a nap when you rang the doorbell, and I'm still pretty tired. You just look until you find the book, and lock the door behind you when you leave the house." Okay,. "No," Sonya said with anger. "If you would give me a chance I can explain that to you." All right, I won't say a fucking word," I said. Go ahead and explain."Sonya stood up and pace back and forth in front of the sofa for a minute and then sat back down. Now she was looking directly at me as she spoke."Everything I have told you is the truth. Yes, if you had not come home tonight when you did I probably would have had sex with Tony. I did let Tony get his hand in my pants one other time but. " I do have great sex with him," she replied, "I love what he does to me!" You are smitten with him, aren't you?" I asked."Yes, I am. I love waking up next to him." Have you fallen in love with him?" I asked."I have very deep feelings for him, yes," she replied, "But, I love you as well, my amazing husband. I love being your wife!" Why don't you go out and buy some very sexy lingerie for him tonight?" I smiled at her."Would that be okay?" Christy asked excitedly, "I'd like to buy a sexy bra,. As anxious as I've been, I know stress can screw up a menstrual cycle. I can't celebrate until I know for sure." And when you know for sure, how do you want to celebrate," I asked."Let's not put the cart before the hatching eggs," she answered. She loved her little fractured bromides, like, "Crying over spilt milk won't put out the burning bridges behind us." I just loved her, fractured bromides and all.The pharmacy was open, and had early pregnancy tests behind the counter. I bought two, from.