It wasn't as though I had let myself go either. Since I had semi-retired three years ago I had time to exercise and I was in better shape than at anyt...me in the past twenty years. I took a long walk with the dog every morning and cycled to my job in Eastbourne three times a week.I had always had the higher sex drive, and after about six months the lack of sex was making me moody and morose. Once I realised Patricia couldn't or wouldn't sort the problem I sought my release elsewhere. I started. I knew she would bear scars from the cuts on both her leg and forehead but the stitches would help heal the wounds and minimize the scarring.I sat back and watched the young woman for a few minutes, feeling a deep determination to see her through this. I glanced at the monitors and her condition was unchanged.I rose from the bed and gathered a small bowl of cold bottled water and a soft cloth and began slowly washing the fever-induced sweat from her body. She woke fully a few times, looked. A few weeks ago some new neighbors moved in. Haven't seen them at all. But on Friday when I was walking my dog they were out. So I stopped by and introduce myself. Her name was April and his was Tim. They had two k**s, Sara and Brandon, ages 6 & 8. I told them that some neighbors were coming over tonight for a BBQ and they should join us so the could meet everyone they said they would. They finally made it over and we all BBQ'd and had a great time!. After dinner I told them we were all. She then looked down and slowly shook her head in defeat.As she did, she seemed to suddenly notice the open curtain and the windows in the building beyond. She looked up at me, her eyes again questioning mine.Anticipating her question I spoke, “You wrote me that you had a fantasy of being in a downtown high-rise, surrounded by several other high rises. You hoped the neighbors would watch, but you didn't want to know, as it was more arousing to wonder if you were being watched.”She looked into.