After a few months, i had graduated to a 9 inch dildo.....although i still struggled. I felt so hot. So right.I had been chatting with other CDs and m...n on both here and a swingers site. It turned me on SO much. I felt naughty. One night, feeling extra confident....and with a little Dutch courage, i decided to take up one of many invitations to meet a man locally. We had been chatting for a while and he had told me how much my pictures turned him on. I felt hot. I decided to meet in a public. I quickly donned the leotard, yoga pants, socks, and sneakers and hurried downstairs. Since the gym was a few miles away Kendra had gotten me a bike to get there and back. I quickly jumped on the bike and made my way downtown to the gym. As I entered I could smell the sweat permeating in the air. I went to the locker room, the girls locker room, and dropped off my stuff in a locker. I made my way out to the main area of the gym to look around.I spent the next few hours doing various exercises. But Istill yearned to be Allison, a name that I discovered was perfect for melast year. But dresses and skirts weren't to happen.Fast forward to September 2016. I realized that a business trip toChicago was the perfect chance to be Allison. Preparations began. I metlots of other gurls online who helped encourage me. Then I bought a skirtand blouse and matching sweater. Of course, there was the wig, which afriend in New York determined was right for me. And of course pretty opentoed shoes, a. Then into his psychotic eyes. He was so scary and looked so angry :o "Turn around, princess! It's about time you and I get closer!" He smacked my ass and told me to spread my legs. I spread them wide and bent over the back of the sofa. Shivering in fear and whispering "Please, don't do this! I'm not gay! You're not gay! This is so wrong, mister!" He laughed and said "Well, you're not a man but I am, so that would make you just another worthless bitch, right?! You need to learn your place!" He.