I realized quickly that I couldn't move a muscle."We thought about doing this while you were still turned off, Mike," said Amy, "but we decided it wou...d be more fun for you to watch. We're going to be the teachers for the next day or so."She waved at me, and I felt a wave of warmth pass over me. My head spun, and it seemed as if the entire room were turning around me. When it passed, I saw myself in the mirror, but not as I should have been. The full beard I'd worn for the past five years was. Lucy had left sometime earlier as the bed was cold, no doubt he had to get to work.I dragged myself out of bed, disheveled, would be a generous descriptionof how I looked. How I felt was something else, a new energy wasbuilding inside, I was beginning to see a new future for me and I verymuch liked what I saw. Many of my inhibitions had flown off into thenight leaving me free to express my true self without any guilt. Foryears my dreams had tied exposed me as a sissy, and I had vehementlydenied. One hour left on the journey and I was starting to feel tired. I supposeI could get some shut eye. My station was the end of the line so itwasn't like I was going to miss my stop..."End of the line," a voice pulled me out of my sleep."Excuse me, Miss, it's the end of the line love. You've got to get offhere."Miss? I opened my eyes. The ticket collector was looking down at me. Isthis some kind of joke?I brushed the loose strands of brown hair out of my eyes.Loose hair? I have my head shaved. “Ally, It is nothing. I just have a lot on my mind.” I sharply responded hoping that would shut her the hell up for the 22 minutes we had left in the car ride. She was quiet for about 2.5 minutes and what she said next took the wind right out of me and I was shocked. “So who is it that you fucked in your office last night that now you can’t keep your mind off of it? Was it that good that you can't stop thinking about it? Are you feeling guilty because Lex adores you and wouldn't ever think you.