Let it rest for a while. Then, in a few months, I could try to start it up again, with strangers. It would still be exciting, but there wouldn't be th... risk that she would fall in love with Ralph.But her words were getting me so hot! It was the risk that made this game so deliriously thrilling. I was addicted to the risk, to the excitement. Her words made me jealous, but somehow that just made it more exciting. My lust wouldn't let me stop the game. In fact, I was determined to convince Jen to. “If I wasn’t in a relationship…” I cut her off again, but this time I did it by putting a hand either side of her face and leant down, closer and closer. This time Lisa didn’t put any fingers on my lips to stop me or pull away. This time our lips touched, her eyes closed, and I felt one hand on the back of my neck and the other on my cheek.It was a gentle kiss, but it was perfect, it was another connection between us. When we broke off, Lisa was smiling, but also looked quite nervous. I felt. " I was shattered. How could she do this to me just for not remembering to stoop as a woman. I walked behind Mistress Cissy, and she opened the door. As soon as I stepped into the night air, I heard the door close behind me, and the lock engage. I was now on my own with no place to go. I looked through the pockets of my pants and found my driver's license and a fifty dollar bill. I just sat there and cried for the longest time. I had no idea where I would go or what I would do.As I sat in the. I still felt like I was hanging out there for everyone to see though. I knew the girls liked the idea and it was their excitement about it that really influenced me.The jacket was last. Cassandra told me to make myself look as tough as needed, I would have to zip it all the way up, including the short, stiff collar. I didn't have a problem with that. The problem was, I would sweat heavily in the thing. I grabbed my t-shirt and pulled it on first. Since no one would see the shirt, I didn't see a.