It was best used dilated in something and I soon decided where best to administrate it.I didn't get a moment of sleep all weekend.I cannot explain why...I did what I did next. If put to the question I could plead extreme sleep deprivation and temporary insanity, but in truth my heart was really far more broken than I would have expected. I had not wanted a divorce, and now it looked like there could never be one.Monday afternoon while brooding in my dark office at work, with the lights off and. "I don't know Jeff. I feel you two will get along fine but something in me says, 'no'. It's not danger except for the guy dressed like the tin man. Actually I feel love." As usual Missy, it doesn't make sense till it all works out and then we'll know what your thoughts meant." I smiled at my friend.I walked over and said hello to the group. Everyone except the tin man said hi back to me. I guess it was because I was staring at the Angel who I later found out was the 'Good Witch'. I mentioned. “Ow!” I screamed.I sparked a single tear.“Oh I'm sorry sis, I didn't mean to,” Ray said.“Be nice to your sister's nipples, or I'll tell mom you are being mean to me,” I replied.Then he laughed a little.“You know you should give your sister a kiss to make sure she doesn't blab to anyone about you being mean,” I said.So he gave me a huge kiss and it lasted for about 3 minutes, but eventually I broke the kiss.“If you ever decide to not make me happy, then I'll hunt you down and make you sorry, you. ”“OK, so long as you make no promises.”“No promises. Ready to fuck my brains out?”“Yes!”“DAD!” Birgit squealed as I came in the door.She jumped into my arms and I hugged her tightly, and exchanged a kiss on her forehead for a kiss on my cheek. The greetings from her siblings were a bit more subdued, and Jessica and I exchanged a soft kiss before going upstairs so I could shower and change into comfortable clothes.“How was Colorado?” Jessica asked as I got into the shower.“Just fine,” I replied,.