-Well, I was just about to check out my wallet..., Isaid as I took out my wallet and checked wether I hadany cash left. -Well, looks as if it is your ...ucky day. I just happento have two 10 krone coins here.,I smiled and handed the coins to her. -Oh, thank you, thank you!?,the girl got excited and wrapped her hands around my neck. She hugged me andwhispered: How old are you, mister?. I gently pulledher off and smiled to her: -I?m 37, so I guess I could be your dad, or at leastyour caring uncle. And the voices and so much more….I wanted to fit in….then I became a mother. Yes during my trying to fit in I made some poor judgment calls as all young people do. Do I regret my children never, the timing perhaps. Many years and many things happen between then and later years… More bad choices….swinging between Christian and who I truly was. Relationships and more children. Most always it came from me trying to fit in …to be normal… I have learned that is just a setting on a washing machine.. I stopped and turned and walked out as they both looked embaressed.i went back and told nick what i saw. he said who was it ? i told him cody and wes. he smiled and said their hot. i said yea i wonder if they are gay or bi. he said who cares we should get them to do something with us. i told him i had math class with cody so i would talk to him.that afternoon is was in math class as cody walked in and saw me. i smiled as he sat behind me. he leaned up and said please dont tell anyone what you. "I like them both, but I don't love Bright Morning." Sweetheart, she isn't your wife. She is your responsibility, and your slave. Her family's honor requires that she serve you. Our family's honor requires that you care for her and act as Yellow Grass' guardian." Let me think about it," I answered. I began unloading the horses.I heard Naomi tell Bright Morning, "Don't worry, James will do the right thing. He always does."This raiding party had obviously done well. They had eight horses, many.