" Actually it is quite something Jamie. The women in here are really nice people. There are a few who are sex driven and they see you as new meat. You...are a nice handsome boy tall and nicely built and they want to try some. There is nothing wrong with it it's just being human. Women on the street would react to you the same way except you don't do those things in that sort of public situations but it's OK to be your real self in a bar for some reason. Alcohol is the excuse for otherwise bad. Last week i was looking out of the back bedroom window over my garden, i've had plans to install a small pool, nothing fancy, just a small round one maybe 5ft deep, just for lounging in during the summer months, maybe in the back of my mind it'll be nice if i go on a successful date to bring a lady home and have some fun in it perhaps? Mostly all my neighbours have a pool, and it was while i was glancing over into Karen's property, that i saw er doing something by the ladder on her pool,. I told him I was thinking. He sensed that I needed some help so he asked me if we could talk. He suggested that we go to the corner coffee shop and see if we can work things out over coffee.The two of us talked about old times for a while to loosen up a bit I guess, and then I told him all my troubles. Phil said that he worked for a loan company and that he should be able to help me out. He told me to gather up all my bills and to meet him at his office the next day.The next morning I got up. Then my fingers found the bottom of the frame that held one of Mum’s paintings. I couldn’t make out the picture in the darkness, but that was okay. I closed my eyes and I could see it clearly, projected on the inside of my skull.It was a portrait Mum painted soon after Angie was born. Tara is seated on a low stool holding a chubby baby Angie like she’s the most precious thing in the world. There’s ten-year-old me on my knees on the carpet beside them, one arm draped over Tara’s shoulders, the.