I still don't know why I did it ... I didn't need more evidence to know my marriage was through. Mark was by almost before I was in place, and spent a...most an hour the 2nd night, feeding Sandy a load—something she was reluctant to do with me to say the least—before taking her from behind, this time in the small kitchen I could see part of. I figured Chet wasn't putting in an appearance that night, and wondered if it meant they had some schedule worked out. When Roger knocked on the door less. This was possibly my first sort of submission. I undressed and he gently started to rub the backs of my legs and between them which was extremely pleasant. Then the wanking started and I shot my load. Gallons of the stuff it seemed landed in the toilet pan. He then told me that this was how he was introduced to this kind of pleasure when he had met a grown up male who joked around with younger males, called Wally. I was sked if I would like to meet him sometime. I thought why not it could be. " Okay, okay. I was just joking. Seriously though, if you want people to like you for more than the way you look then you have to give them something else to like. You really haven't done that at work." I know. That's part of what I realized after we talked yesterday. I have put up a wall at work so that I could keep the predators away and keep my career advancing the way I always wanted it to. The problem was it kept any possibility of friendship away too." You can change that. You just have. People who are in love usually try hard to please the one that they love.”“Of course I love him. I have got a serious problem and I have to protect myself or I will lose him. What would I do without him? I would have no income, no security, absolutely nothing. What makes you think that you’re so smart that you think you know it all, anyhow?”“My mum is a marriage counselor. She has done it all her working life. She talks to me about what she has learned over the years. She says she can pick a.