" I'm fine," I repeated as I thanked them for their concerns."OK ladies, panic over now. I'm taking her back to the ward," declaredDoctor Cockless, th...s re-establishing her medical credentials. The nurses and auxiliaries then backed off and watched me as I traipsedoff down the corridor with Doctor Cockless. I had to admit, once I had'blossomed, it felt much nicer and sexier to be tripping about in heelsand taking small wiggly steps. My hips swayed and my bottom bounced asthe exciting click. “Why now? Why do this today?” She asked looking at Greg.“When you know, you know, you know. I’m not actually explaining, am I?” he chuckled softly.“You mean you know you want to be with me forever and couldn’t see a reason to wait?” She asked softly to which Greg nodded slowly. “Yes, Greg I will marry you.” Greg stood up and kissed her wrapping his arms around her.“Greg, you should return to cooking and I need to finish grooming the horses but I don’t want to let you go,” She whispered in his. I was as good to her as I know how to be and she threw me out with the other garbage. SHIT!June 3d, Dear Journal, My pastor called today to tell me I was no longer welcome. He said I wasn’t a good influence. He wasn’t even man enough to tell me to my face. What did I do? I don’t drink or run around. I worked and spent time with Deirdra and the kids. Can my life get any worse? I’ll see Brian tomorrow. Maybe, he’ll know what to do.“There he is.”“Hey, Brian. What are you doing?”The fat man pulled. Instead it came out as uhhhhh, according to her. She told me to come inside and we would discuss it. I entered into her kitchen, a familiar place as I had refinished her cabinets earlier that summer. She lead me to table where we sat down together. Molly had informed me that she knew I had been watching her for some time and was flattered that I would be interested in a woman her age. I told her that I was sorry that I had spied on her and it won't happen again. At this point she said "Well ok.