She knew it was difficult to say no and also -- it was too gratifying a feeling to refuse. She wanted to fuck him again before going back to Kolkatta ...nd this was going to be a great moment. She had no great love for Joy, in fact he was the one who was dying for her. For her -- it was lust and more of money which mattered. Joy had the money -- but his dick did not fall in her scheme of things. Adi was good and a God in bed. She needed that kind of pleasure which would take care of the itch. Grandma said them damn cowboys always tried to do that. She took extra coins outta their pants fer doin that. She took $8.48 cents outta grandpas pants when he died and said he owed that to her. Ben was a laugh in, hold in his side and wipein tears outta his eyes all at the same time. I guess he missed grandma as much as we did. We sat her up against a tree down by the creek when she died. Thats where she liked to fish. Shes still there but she aint lookin to good. Ben was still takin free. I wasgoing to wear all this and more, do it without a struggle, and smile thewhole time. How could I not?Saturday morning after breakfast I was like a monkey hopped up on puresugar, edgy and ready to begin my transformation, but had to wait andpace myself. I decided to use the tub and shave everything. By the timeI was done there wasn't one stray hair, my skin was smooth and soft allover. Then I took a shower, washed my hair and shaved as close aspossible. Calling for mom she rolled my hair in. I put on a clean shirt, and topped off my outfit with my frock coat. I was pretty damned dapper. I went to the stable and rescued Melosa an hour before mass was scheduled, so we could take a little ride. My little sweetie appreciated that, and she liked it even better when I started singing songs that hadn’t been written yet. Melosa thought my singing voice was just fine, a much different opinion than any of my ex-wives held. Gracie told me the first time I sang in the shower, she thought I’d.