She wouldn't shave her pubic hair even though I would have loved her to but she has very little of it so it really doesn't hide anything. Even when sh... wears a bikini she doesn't need a wax. Her clitoris is quite prominent and extends when she is aroused. She loves me to suck on it and it will swell up quite quickly. It is incredibly sensitive and she is capably of multiple orgasms when I suck and lick it – often five or six in a row.As I mentioned in the last story, Ann drinks – not that often. Yet the more time I spent with my therapist, bless her heart, the more we both realized I was fooling myself.Oh, the theory is sound. The Darkness indeed maintains control by the manipulation of our faults and our dark desires. Where I failed was thinking I could magick-up something which could bypass that. One of my previous journal entries put it best, but perhaps not in the way I had intended: I am tampering with forces I do not understand.I also recall mentioning that I felt like I was. The little blonde girl who got my room felt awful but told me she had no where else to stay and the hotel was booked clean through the end of the month. Joy… A bum’s view of Paris. Oh well, I could do worse. I walked the streets staying under over hangs and anything that would keep the rain from pummeling me to death. I have checked three other hotels along this little strip and all are closed or full. I decide on going back to the room where I was supposed to stay and offer to pay half of. Jeremy was in the back seat and I have to admit I was just a little bit uncomfortable talking about having sex with his mother where he could hear me."You're terrible," she giggled. It was nice to hear that again. I don't think she'd smiled or laughed since she'd heard from her sister and it was sweet music to my ears. "But I think something could be arranged."I'm on the visitors list so we were waved through the marina security after they'd checked my ID and a couple of seconds later I was.