Those empty orgasms left her feeling unfulfilled.Susan reflected daily that life was not like it had been. The sexual relationship she had enjoyed wit... Sterling had been most satisfying. He had awakened her "talent", he called it; her ability to react to humiliation, which he was only to glad to extend to her. A sexual bout with Sterling usually only ended after a string of full-blown orgasms for her, and she had blossomed under his tutelage. His never-ending imagination had vanished with him,. .it was alljust innocent fun between a slightly oversexed middle aged guy and ateenage girl who knew how to push the right buttons. Even Paul noticedand would kid me about it.It didn't hurt that she was a really good looking girl....tall....slender.....small chested but perfectly ok....and long long legs thatwere like a gift from heaven. I had always had a thing for girls withlong legs. Plus she often wore shoes with heels which empahsized themeven more. There were times she would be sitting. All the jewelry was gold. My hair was also perfect and my perfume just added that special sense of femininity that I loved so much.Although I would divulge to him a part of me that he had never seen I was aroused at what was about to happen and also a bit anxious at how he would react. Just before he arrived I looked again and through my dress all my lingerie was visible and so were my stockings. I unbuttoned one more button on my dress and took a deep breath. I said “Joanne the night you have. You’ll always love Lisa. And I’ll always love Béla. And thas not becuz ... not becuz I ... I killed her.”To keep from joining Mac in what was starting to become a drunken tear-fest, Jake upended his bottle and nearly gagged as he downed the remainder. A door closed softly upstairs and the nearly silent sound of bare feet padding down the staircase caused Jake and Mac to turn their heads.Alana had just left Frank and Tanya. As she noticed the two men, and the mood of the room, she was glad she’d.