I was a constant reminder of my father’s mistake in marrying her and he drank himself to death, sick of looking at my face. I bounced from home to h...me because no one wanted me. I am done being a mistake that no one wants. And I refuse to be a mistake that someone discovers one fine morning. I am not giving myself to anyone giving me less than 100% in return. Chad is not a bad guy. He moved away for his studies and now that he is back. I will not resent you for going back to him. The two of you. He stood with his hands on his hips. She stroked him, she massaged his balls. She licked up and down his length. 'You like my cock baby' he said 'do you think it's big'? 'Mmmmm it's lovely babe, what would you like me to do with it? ' she said, reaching for the condom.She rolled the condom on. She wrapped her mouth around him and took him deep. She noticed his wedding ring. 'You sleaze bag, stopping at a brothel before you go home to your wife' she thought to herself. He held her head and. The giant clam was deposited on stage and the dancer emerged to do a slick liquid number in front of Slash and company. A dozen drummers beat a terrifying cannibal rhythm, bugles, horns, blasted, while others squirted blasts of water from fire extinguishers and the audience of porn stars and their throngs of fans parted for the wave of the procession to roll through. Everyone that wasn’t in on it didn’t know whether to run in terror or stay and be consumed, trampled, rolled up and run over by. It was better to divert her mind from what would transpire within the bridal suite. She simply had to get herself there and cover her traces.What would happen inside was beyond her control.She picked her way through the asparagus, the salmon and the dessert of crème brulee, making a show for Stephen of enjoying them. For all the bespoke dishes she had so carefully selected she had no stomach. Not with those gloating eyes in the body of the room, not with Gavin and his pretty consort charming.