I should have thought of that sooner. Every time things get interesting, we get interrupted. That always seems to be how it goes. With only perfunctor... grumbles, I packed up the blanket, and Kim and I headed toward Sam. When he looked in our direction, we were still about 30 yards away. I waved to him, and he started moving to meet us.When we got close, I held my hand out to shake his and said, “Hi Sam, good to see you again. This is my girlfriend, Kim.” Sam shook my hand, then Kim’s. He said,. " Here, you read it," she said, and left to fetch it from the bin."Car park tomorrow," I paraphrased the note. "Right, I want you to keep this appointment, but I shall be there to keep an eye on things." Y-you don't want me to do anything," she stuttered... "You know -- with this guy." No," I said thinking hard. "But I'll be wanting you to do anything I say without question, can you do that?" Yes, of course," she said. "Like what?" I don't know as yet," I mused. "We'll see what comes up. Now. It may or may not involve bondage and restraint, and it may or may not involve practices related to the next letter combination: s and m.SM is the best known pair of BDSM, meaning sadomasochism. Sadists are those who take pleasure in causing suffering, either physically, mentally or emotionally. Masochists are those who find satisfaction in being the target of sadists.BDSM, therefore, means bondage, discipline, domination and submission, sadism and masochism.Vanilla - From English, vanilla. The. I feel so trapped. I feel so alone. Nobody knows mefor who I am. I am Nobody. I can't cry anymore tears. I can't be braveanymore. I can't be the person that everyone expects me to be. I feellike a zombie, while my brain is screaming and in despair. I have agreedwith Dauphin to tell my story and how I ended up here, ready to give theultimate sign that I no longer am me. I am nobody. Don't blame Mr.Dauphin for writing my story. There are others like me. They have nohope and that is the worst.