You dont have to fantasize about me when you jack off, you know, I whispered in his ear. Im right here, waiting for you. Milo rolled off of me. Get ou...! He shouted, pointing at the door. I didnt make a move to leave. I propped myself up on my elbows and watched him. I could see his bulge, it didnt lie about what he wanted. Milo wanted me, he just had to get over himself. Im not leaving, I replied. Im trying to stop us from making a god damned mistake, Lena. One we cant take back. He pinch. I forged Mom's signature and deposited the checks that came from our bastard dad by mail, then wrote checks or withdrew money from the joint account in my own name to pay the bills. It paid nearly all of them. We were able to d the rest with money from our part time jobs.I did math tutoring for kids referred to me by the local high schools and community college, and a couple times a week I filed returned books at the library after it closed down for the night. Math geeks love the Dewey Decimal. It’s about time we projected Miss Summers to book buyers and initially this one only goes hardcover.’ Billie gulped, ‘You mean eighty thousand bucks?’ ‘What else could it mean darling? Bye.’ ‘No wait. What’s motivating the executive editor?’ ‘Oh sorry, I’ve left out that piece that makes all sense of this. I’m such a tease. We were told this morning the initial rush on ‘Wretched Rachel’ hasn’t declined, in fact mothers and grandmothers are lining up to buy it. The latest figures show advance. Was it by accident or subconscious thought that she found herself in front of an adult bookstore that was on a side street from the main mall area. Pausing briefly, she entered. The brightly lit interior surprised her. She had thought of these places as being dark and secretive. Several men looked her over as she walked in and their eyes became riveted on the protruding nipples that were clearly outlined by her dress. The assortment of sex toys that were openly displayed drew her attention. As.