'Becca and Steph seemed a little resistant to the idea of me being Bethanyinstead of John, giving me an odd look with Steph saying "um, okay Iguess." ...ut Jennifer encouraged them both to be nice, saying, "let's giveBeth a chance to prove herself, ok? At least we know she's not going tostay here for a while and not run off with some horny man like that Emilydid!"And stay at The Women's Place I did, though it took a lot of effort at thebeginning. When I did try and speak like a girl, my voice was. While auntytold this uncle , he told tell “vinod ” (it is me)to apply balm on your back may be it could help you… I heard aunty making some giggling noise and uncle laughed at it. I was like “man me ladoo photaa” . After uncle left I acted like I never head any thing and was talking to aunty casually. I was like not able to control the anakonda in my pants. From then I was like started to look at various part of aunty while she was not seeing me.On that day I dint go out and I turn on the TV. No doubt she'd go back to her boyfriend and have a good laugh. It was while I was mulling this over, that a woman of about 25 entered, and headed for the dress shoes rack. After about 10 minutes, I heard her asking if I would reach up and hand down a pair of pumps.I automatically reached for the shoes, and turned to hand them to the woman. She was very cute, about 4 inches shorter than me, with dark brownish-red hair, green eyes, pale white skin, and a cute scattering of freckles across her. If he had he would have seen the devastation on her faceand the tears flowing from her eyes as he walked away.Mario felt betrayed by Brenda's admission of investigating his life andthe secrecy of hers and he was upset that he couldn't accept that whatshe had done was part of her job. Breaking up was his way of getting backat her, he would show her by spiting himself, she'd be sorry.Brenda sat for several minutes trying to hide her tears, but to no avail.How could this have gone so wrong? I was.