” I told her to meet me at a motel in the next town the next day. The next day I went to the motel and rented a room and waited for her to arrive. ...I was sure she would not come, but I was pleasantly surprised when there was a tentative , soft knock on the door. There she stood, so sexy in a white blouse and skirt, her long legs showing below her skirt. I could tell she was nervous. I told her to come in. She looked so sexy when she smiled at me. I went to her and took her in my arms and. Coatings was southern charm personified. Once he saw my face and we gave him a very edited version of what took place I thought he was going to give me Endura then and there. Gentleman he may have been, fool he was not.I was shocked at how worn out I was and had JC take me back to the hotel and my room for an afternoon nap. Once again JC played guard for me while I slept. Afterwards I phoned Kevin's room and told him I was ready, shocked the man was in his room without his red head playmate.I. I knew in the end he would dump me. I had gotten my self respect back and here it was again another guy begging and hinting for free thrills to jerk off to. I went back in the house and I looked in the mirror. At 40 I was the most beautiful I had ever been. I had never thought highly of my looks, but I did resemble a famous movie star with dark hair and violet eyes. I put on my lac see through nightie and lined my eyes with black liner. I looked like Cleopatra. I waited for my prey. I was angry. I brushed it, teasing itfull. I watched my slender fingers patting it, adjusting, teasing. Isaw her longer nails. My god. She was emerging further before me. The nails needed attention. I filed them, rounded them. I awkwardlycovered them in a clear lacquer and blew them dry, sucking eagerly on acigarette. I felt my body awakening. Squeezing out the succulence of every single moment, I went back into theroom and picked up the phone. I needed food and energy. I called toroom service.