Maine kaha, achchha dekha jayega. Ab tum jao naha lo. Main nashta banati hoon. Jay nahane chala gaya aur main kitchen mein nashta banane chali gayi. ...ahane ke baad Jay ne nashta kiya aur college chala gaya.Us din jab main raat mein sone ke liye apne room mein gayi to Raj jag rahe the. Main jaise hi bed par unke paas baithi to unhone puchha, kaisa laga Jay ka lund. Maine kaha, kya matlab hai tumhara. Wo bole, shadi ke pahle main hi Jay ko jagaya karta tha. Aksar uski lungi khul kar idhar udhar. .. like agirl.After she brushed my hair. She held me in her arms. She said she neverwanted me to grow and if I was a sissy. She would enjoy being the mum ofa princess.Why did people think I wanted to be a girl?I looked in the mirror and seen a small girl staring back. Was this thetrue me? I was confused and yet so happy snuggling in moms arms, whileshe talked about things that were not importantDo babies or do girls get more love than boys?Thursday, February 2Dear DiaryI thought Mr and Mrs. "Leonard snickered as he turns me over onto my face began to wipe hot waxonto my back."Now be a good girl and sit still," he tells me as he applies a clothstrip to the wax and than tears it and all the hair under it from myback! I scream into my gag, which just makes the sadistic bastard smile.He repeats this process over my entire body, spreading my ass cheeks andwaxing in there as well until I am quietly sobbing into my gag with tearsrunning onto the table. He flips me back over and repeats. I wasn't gay or a crossdresser, or anything else like that, however there had been a number of times when I'd gotten curious about what it would be like. But then again, I figured that every guy had to wonder the same thing from time to time, whether they admitted it or not. It only took a moment more before I froze, suddenly realizing that I had an unbelievable opportunity at the moment. It was a once in a lifetime opportunity...no, a once in a hundred lifetimes opportunity. And with a grin, I.