Her fingers pressed in on the diaper I was wearing as she picked me upand placed me on her side. "Yes, we are! And as soon as I introduce youto everyo...e, we'll get that wet diapee changed."I groaned, but accepted that it would happen without input from me.'Most likely in the most public place of the house where everyone canstare at my naked body...'Ivy had told me a little bit about her extended family, but acted cageyabout some of them. I knew her baby sister had two littles and a realchild. I. She felt faintly proud to have remembered his name. Slices of conversation flicked through her mind. “I’m Abel,” “As opposed to disabled?” She wanted to slap herself. Stupid lines, the kind that came out when she didn’t even know who she was, let alone the part she was playing. Words were too hard to come up with. There was a silent, wordless synchronisation to the physical. Body parts knew where to go.Macy closed her eyes momentarily. When she opened them, he was still there. Abel. He didn’t. I did have an old shopkeeper friend, he was about 68, thin and he had a dark skin tone almost black….We had quite the fun when I had been young…..We had talked about sex openly and we both liked kinky stuff. He was the perfect guy for my wife and I told her that…..We decided that we’d call him over for dinner and then we’d see where it goes from there…..I mean the guy is almost 70, maybe he might not be able to get an erection…..We invited him on a saturday and we kept everything informal….He. I applied my makeup and gathered up my belongings. I had given all myflowers away. Heather had been sending bouquets at least four times aday and while I had not been returning her calls, I had been acceptingher gifts.I made sure that everything was given away and I let the orderly rollme out in a wheelchair to the cab.Standing there at the hospital doors was my Heather, standing next toher car. She waved at me and I ignored her. I didn't have anything tosay to her.She called to me and I.