As much as I cared for him I was afraid to walk into his room and talk to him."Marie, will you do me a gigantic favor?" I asked."What is it, Angel? I'...e never seen you like this."I reached into my purse and pulled out the two letters that I had written months earlier. I wrote "read first" on the first letter and put, "read me second" on the other. I handed them both to Marie."I want you to give these to him. Will you do this for me?" I asked Marie."Of course I will, but will you tell me why? We. . just saying. (lol). I have a friend who is a male escort in London - if he had the energy he could see 3 women a day - every day of the year - men take note of this too.Lots of men I have been with just like the intamacy of a women - a clean, well dressed, sexy women, who looks after her body. (reverse that for women!!)I have met guys who told me that their wives hated any sexual contact, they had never seen them naked and the only sex was when she wanted a c***d and even then under the. "I've lost him ... he doesn't love me anymore ... Oh God mom ... what am I going to do?"Bewildered, Grace held her daughter wondering what could have gone so wrong. She loved Bret like a son and just assumed like everyone else that he and Becky would marry some day and provide her with a house full of grandchildren."Becky, what happened?"Grace, eyes wide in horror, listened to Becky as she told her about the previous night. Becky spared no details. Grace was sickened by the whole thing and her. It was really exciting but the thought of getting caught scared the shit out of me anyway I made my mind up I was going to give it a try, I didn't have the best camera phone but I thought anything is better than nothing, I made a point of everytime I was at her flat I would sit opposite her with my camera app on, always pretending to text on Facebook whilst pointing it in her direction, One day I was there I got a couple of great shots as she stood up to do something, unbeknowing to her I slid.