... you fucking bastard' she sobbed. 'Shells,I do love you and only you.I know I've hurt you bad but I'll. spend the rest of forever trying to win you...back,to prove to you how sorry I am. I'll do anything and I mean anything whatever it takes to show you I mean it, please Shells please' I pleaded with her now and meant it all.She was the most amazing woman I'd ever met or would ever meet. I could not lose her, nothing else mattered to me more than keeping a glimmer of hope that there could be. When he pulls out of her he smiles at me. A condom hangs off his cock and looks quite full. As he is pulling up his pants to walk to the bathroom he wishes me luck.I didn't really think this thorough, or what I was getting into. At the time it seemed hot but I’m nervous now. This is real, this is not a dream. My mind was saying get out of there, but my body forced me to walk to the blonde. As I walk up to stand behind her, I see a bottle of lube and condoms on the bed. Her asshole is gaping,. We both knew that was the likely outcome of our experiment. And I’m glad we did, because it ensures no regrets and no ‘what might have beens’.”“I was afraid, at least for a time, that I had hurt you.”I smiled, “We love each other far too much for that to have happened! We talked about it at length and took each step in a considered way. Now, if you asked me if I hoped it might turn out differently, the answer is ‘yes’, and I believe that would be your answer as well.”“It would.”“And yet, you. An important part of my duty to Mary was to make her know how I felt about her, and for Mary to know it as deeply and as completely that Aimee did. I had no idea how to do it, or if I could even do it.How does one prove oneself to another? If Mary had doubts about how I felt about her, then those doubts were probably due to my own behavior toward her. I was the cause of those doubts, and I needed to erase them.Of course, you might think that being able to root around in Mary's mind and even.