I never considered suicide or anything like that but I felt like I had totally wasted my life. I had thrown away my educa...ional opportunity and wasted my money to pursue this obsession and now that I had experienced it, I was left unfulfilled and totally broken.” Fortunately, Jeremy got his life back on track, enrolled in a community college and got that degree in Information Technology. However, Jeremy is still seeking for submissive. He grabbed me roughly and growled in my ear "We're not gonna go easy on you I hope you can handle us."I simply smiled and continued to dance, running my hands down my body and swaying erotically. After being passed to the other three guys and back around again the lead guy got a big grin:"Wanna come have some more fun with us?" to which the others added"We'll treat you right"And other obscene but complimentary phrases. By now I was pretty turned on and was ready for a good fuck."Sure thing. " Mattie and I stood on opposite sides of the stage, and began to bump and grind, throwing our bodies around wildly. I began to get into it, feeling Damien's approval in my mind, and loving the admiration I felt from the many hungry eyes watching me. We spent a few minutes dancing erotically around the stage, then joined together in the center, and while I gripped the pole, Mattie stripped off my bra. She cupped my tits, with my arms above my head, and paraded me slowly around the stage, then. I smiled back at her and reached for her hand, she took it and griped it with a feather light touch, I felt a small tremor in her grasp, as her fingers detached themselves from my grasp. The joy in her face did not go away, she was happy and she wanted the whole world to know it! She knew who I was, that I was to meet her there, it was all planned, such unfortunate planning little did we know what lay ahead. We clime up the stairs to the front of the building, we get in the elevator and smile.