I’m in a daze as I leave the train and wander through the park...looking down the street looking for that door. You said it would stand out but in m... mind it stands out as that moment...that moment when I decide to walk through your door and begin to heal, to forgive myself for others mistakes.You open the door to me, you’re wearing lounge pants and my eyes drift over your chest...up to your eyes...those eyes that first drew me in. I fall into them, lost but at the same time realizing I’m free,. It is your mind telling you that you need comforting. We need it just as much as grown ups as children do. So here is my proposal, I've talked it over with your mother and she agrees with me, I'll sleep with you for a while, as a test, to see if it helps you. What do you say? Will you feel comfortable with that?" All I want is to sleep, really sleep," I muttered, not caring what she did or didn't do."Good. I'll be back later then. You try to fall asleep now and I'll be quiet like a mouse when I. If there's a guy you like, I have to meet him and say whether or not you can go out. And I can have you tested for drugs when I want, which at the beginning, is gonna be at least once a week. If you don't obey me I can have you charged with insurrection. If I have any doubts about anything I'll consult with Spokesman Dukov. You also have the right to appeal any decision I make to Spokesman Dukov, if you think I'm being unfair."Tiffany buried her forehead in the hands."Do you understand?". I was totally exhausted and tired from the long 4 hour afternoon sex-romp session I had with Marzina, sort of reliving our past hostel days at Sophia College, Mumbai. Marzina, who was originally from Bangalore, was a year senior to me when I joined the Sophia College and managed my hostel accommodation. Ragging was a common practice those days, and for the benefit of my readers and ‘fans’ I just want to state that the ragging we had to undergo is ‘no less’ severe and innovative than the ones’.