You see, she taught me to look at people in terms of their strengths, but especially in terms of their weaknesses. Insecurity is a big one.That was Be...ky's weakness. No matter how successful she became, she somehow just couldn't believe that she was entitled. In some small way, she was always afraid that she would lose it all. I could see it in the way she saved her money. She was almost compulsive about it.Sorry I'm throwing so many names at you at once. I'll try to slow it down a bit. It's. Wha...What the fuck are you supposed to be?" he stuttered. "Justin. Please listen to me. I need your help!!!" I screamed.It was at this point that I explained what all had happened (The book,the spell, and my unfortunate metamorphosis). To say that Justin wasshocked was an understatement. At first he thought that this was somejoke and I was just a sophisticated toy. What scared me the most was thefact that he did not believe my story and actually tried to step on me.With his foot hovering in. I ran back to the living room, turned on by what I had just seen, as they came in. Rita handed Mom the bottle, trying not to bring any attention to her rock hard nipples as they threatened to burst through the dress. The rest of the night went by fairly fast and we soon found ourselves in bed. At about midnight the baby woke and Rita got up to get him a bottle. She had changed into a thin, sleeveless cotton nightie that laced up the front. She had lost the lacing a while back and never bothered. We hadconfirmed that I would perform during the show, and we were scheduled torehearse on stage Tuesday and Wednesday evenings. Then there was myfinal fitting for my dress on Thursday afternoon so that I would beready for the awards show Sunday night. If I thought that the end of theconcert tour had meant that Sarah's schedule wouldn't be as busy then Iwas mistaken! I was also recording a duet with Josh on Saturday becausehe was in town for the awards also.I was surprised when I arrived at the.