Doug would sit with his big pecker sticking up and I would just squat, like some animal, impaling myself. I also liked to get it doggy-style. It was a...wonderful summer, but soon the leaves were starting to turn. It was the third of October as I walked into the treatment center. I wanted to feel like a sexy, young woman one last time, so against their intructions, I wore a tight, knit dress and brought my - bigger- clothes in a small suitcase. Based on my last change, they were able to predict. Better to adapt the position she had to her needs than to make a leap in the dark. But was she adapting or leaping? That was the real concern. Would this complete or completely wreck her marriage? A. was also married. That helped calm but did not eliminate her concern. A married man was less likely to push her to jump. Cheaters should stick to cheaters , he had said. What if they found themselves unable to keep to their agreed boundaries despite their best intentions? The TSA man looked her. But it seemed after that night that Rex was not like 'him'. However there were other motivators. There were other 'pairs' of love-birds in the hostel. Some would openly make love with each other in front of staring eyes of the inmates. There were some secret lovers were not so bold and would love at the corners or hiding behind things. Once, a small quarrel happened between Kris and Rex. Kris had spoken some harsh words, perhaps in frustration. Rex had stopped talking to Kris. The whole world. She always had a young body builder type guy doing her yard work. I had always begged her to allow me to help her hoping to get closer to her and enjoy her escapades up close. I was hauling a load from Tulsa Oklahoma to Las Vegas Nevada and had just pulled off I- 435 in Kansas City needing to fuel my truck before continuing on my trip. I started driving truck over the road back when I was 25 and had traveled many miles and seen a lot of interesting things. I like the idea of not having a boss.