Her lips, parted, remain full, soft, damp. Her neck long; lined with the years but not that of the middle-aged woman that she is. Her breasts, beneath...her dark negligée, rising and falling, still possessed of a youthful firmness.I imagine Him lying with her, his arms around her. I imagine Him making love to her. Thinking of me. His eyes shut, holding a picture of me. My open mouth, my dark hair, my slender body, my parting legs. And Him, on her, kissing her, pushing into her, lying to her.I. "Mary?!" I cried in disbelief."Hi Joey" she replied with a grin before she then ran her wet tongue up my hard shaft, before tickling the very tip."You don't mind if I suck your cock for a bit, your fathers away and I really miss him!" she then asked."Didn't he just leave this morning?" I asked looking confused."And I really miss him already!" she replied before she then slipped her whole mouth over my cockhead and began sucking on it."Oh god!" I groaned lying back and loving the feeling of my. That left the down side of things to consider. My web surfing and porn reading promoted secretness and deception between my wife and I. That is not good. My wife having sex outside the bonds of marriage is something that would be frowned on by a great deal of society. Certainly, some of her sexual activities over the last months were way beyond the pale. The mix of feelings I have had are intense, but probably not too healthy. I've swung from horny as a tomcat to repulsed and angered by all of. ."All my friends, we need your help again fast. The water pumps and solar cells have been smashed by the storms. The antibiotics are finished and the secret police are arresting anyone who has gone through the changes. If you admit it, you're as good as dead. Send money and your thoughts to us. For those with political connections, we need you to use them... Now... anyway you can. Use your powers, please! Love Madi"It was a chilling letter and it brought back the reality of the world around me..