We ordered two cabs to take us home, the girls in one and me and what seemed like a shop full of goods beside in the other one, the drivers were great... we were very good cash customers and both men helped us to unload when we finally arrived home.We spent a fun filled two hours or so opening and unwrapping our purchases, the floor was littered with bags and wrapping paper, half naked teenage girls were giggling as they tried on their new clothes, posing and posturing in front of me like. He told me to grab the headboard again. He took some of the fat womans nylons and tied my hands to the corners. After that he got a rag and wiped my eyes. He told me he wanted me to see again. He took the rag covered in semen and pushed it in my mouth. He told me he would be right back.When my brothers friend came back in the room I saw he was holding some things in his arms. He told me to close my eyes. When he told me to open my eyes, I saw that he had a polaroid camera in his hands. My new. She was working overtime to keep it together."Well, no boys over after ten." she then burst into an almost franticlaughter, stuck somewhere between desperation and hysteria.Russell was always up at six in the morning. It was something his fatherhad practically trained him on since he was a small child. His generalidea of sleeping in was at about six-fifteen in the morning, and hisentire morning routine was like clockwork. Wake up, bathroom, coffee,breakfast, shower, shave, brush teeth, start. ’ I said as I stepped back allowing him to enter. ‘I need to talk to you Abigail. I need to clear my actions. I told you I was married I am married. Sam is a patient in the finest asylum that money could buy. Sammy came here to tell me that Sam is dying. The last piece of Sam is dimming she is lost to me now.’ Thomas’ shoulders sunk under the guilt. I was astonished by this open confession. Thomas was laying down the burden I was sitting there listening. ‘I loved her so much I needed her even.