My mom and Ted's mother helped me up. My mom got some ice to put on my face. It had already started to swell. Ted's mom checked on the turkey, she bas...ed it and then turned back to us. The look on her face broadcast her concern."Don't worry," I said. "It's really not his fault. He's been working a lot of extra hours. A lot of the time he's just so tired that it makes him cranky."They all looked at me as if I was touched in the head."You know," I said. "It really wasn't supposed to be this way.. I tried to pleasure myself but I couldn't finish, knowing my mum was only a few feet away and other women were coming and going.Then all day we were going for walks, and looking round castles, and eating in restaurants, and basically spending every minute together as a family. At night, my bed was barely a foot away from Ryan, so I could touch myself but not with nearly enough speed or friction for pleasure or he would notice. I even tried doing it in the caravan bathroom and any public toilets. Safely married, still the feeling that deep insidesomewhere, something is missing, something is not right. Cornered by thepast, a man who knew about a Carolina record no one else had found. Athreat he called a business deal. Three days to say yes. Home early fromthe bank that afternoon, knowing the trap's about to slam shut on you,seeing no way out. Then seeing what you'd always needed to have seen, tounderstand that the something missing in your life had left your partneralso missing. .. Telling him how good my ass looks.. How much he is going to luv fucking this ass while she is fingering me.. Telling him how good his Dick looks down my throat... Then Asking him if it is ok to have this White Slut eat her Pussy while he is Tearing up this Ass... Pretty soon I am repositioned with her in of me leaning against the headboard.. My face between her thighs Eating and sucking on her clit and pussy.. With her hands holding my head to control my movements and keep me from escaping.