"Frieda came to sit next to me and watched her two girls. I mentally gave the two some comforting thoughts and watched them relax. I gently said in my...head, "I love you, Farah and Sarah. Do you want to learn to talk in our heads?"The two little ones spun in my lap and looked at me in wonder. I mentally said, "Tell me what you think of this?"The two girls looked at each other and mentally said in twin speak, "We like this, Daddy. No one can hear us but us."I vocally told them, "Not necessarily. I enjoyed being controlled, and humiliated. I was also introduced to being fucked by a Domme with a strap on which, I suppose, also indicates that I have feminine aspects to my persona.The real turning point was when I was looking at a porn video site on the internet and stumbled across videos of transvestites and crossdressers. The effect it had on me was remarkable. The years of taking an unsatisfactory male role in sex now seemed pointless if I could do this. I did some research and found a. But she was not shouting but she was under the shock. She silently went to the room and locked it. Fear in me was building and I started to knock her room door and started to cry. I told her that I won’t repeat this mistake and asked her to forgive and not to tell this to anyone.But for my surprise, she opened the door and asked me to keep quiet. And kept the door open and checked her daughter. She was sleeping. She came out and locked that room from outside. As soon as she locked, she turned. Or lack thereof.”I giggled into his chest, and said, “Agreed!” Then lifted up, and started to ride him very slowly, holding myself up on stiff arms, and looking down at his smiling face. I leaned forward and kissed him, luxuriating in the sensation of having him slipping slowly in and out of me. I sighed, and thought that this afternoon could not have gone better.Shortly, I sat up so that Sammi could move over and straddle James’ face. He reached up, and helped her shift until she settled.