If you need something just yell for me and I’ll get it.’ For a big, powerful man, he was incredibly gentle. She felt the first twinges of admirat...on for him. ‘I’ll get some antiseptic and bandage your feet. You just relax. I’ll get you fixed and then I’ll cook something.’ Gordon had run out of bandages so he bandaged her feet with a couple of torn up t-shirts. He had some iodine and applied that to the cuts on her soles. ‘What do I call you?’ ‘My name is Gordon, Gordon James.’ ‘I’m pleased to. The way he did everything showed — even if he was wasted — that he was really into it in a way I wasn’t. I could tell that he liked me. The sex wasn’t bad, but it wasn’t something I’d ever want to repeat.The next morning, I woke up early and gathered all my stuff before he woke up. I took the bus home smelling like Jack Daniels and cigarettes, and avoided everyone’s eyes. I took a long, hot shower, scrubbed every bit of myself, and fell asleep for the rest of the morning. When I woke up, I had. No, they used medical terms, and Latin words, and I had to look up about 5 or 6 words before I figured out that's what they meant. I wasn't positive, so I looked up stomach and lung and organ was in both definitions.Sexual threw me for some more loops until I saw Sexual Organ in bold black letters near the end of the definitions. And they couldn't say what the hell they were talking about there, either. Something about mucous membranes.It finally sent me to penis. I knew what that was. There. They had become buddies laughing, playing and fighting, then she started to grow up angry at the changes in her body, angry that Hank and her brothers had started to treat her differently. She had fought those changes so hard but it hadn't done any good. She had been so confused at the blushes on Hank's face as he looked at her and furious when she would blush in return. Over the years Hank came and went, many times bring the sweet silly Trink with him, each time she saw Hank he had looked more.