I’m also using it to see if I can learn to meditate again. One of the reasons my anxiety is through the roof is my illness took my ability to do dee... meditation which I have done since I was in my middle teens.When I was younger I had the feeling that a lot of young people people do of being an outsider. I also had the unfortunate experience of having it reinforced a whole lot. Now, being an outsider does have a perk or three. One is you learn to watch behaviour objectively and see how. Oops,sorry.Anywho,onwards & upwards. ;-)AS me & Stevie rounded the corner to our avenue we spotted his mam standing outside my house with me mum who had her arms round his mam." 'ey up...looks like us mams have turned lezza"Jesus,he could be a total spazz at times,most times if I'm honest.Getting nearer we could see that his mam was crying,which made Stevie look suitably concerned.He called out to his mam & then sped off towards her.I was mildly curious about what was going on but it didn't. ‘Gentlemen,’ I said, clearing my throat, with Kate standing behind me laughing at my discomfort, ‘Please allow me to introduce someone who’s become like a baby sister to me, Miss Sara Dawson. Sara, these gentlemen are the Raymer brothers, Joey Nick, and Zach.’ ‘Oh, my goodness,’ she purred, giggling, ‘I have three of them to choose from.’ ‘I’m sorry, but not me, Miss Sara,’ Joey respectfully, yet politely smiled, ‘I’m married to a very beautiful woman, and I don’t think she’d like if I messed. Candice then looked at her and said, "David, I am gonna steal you wife for a minute." She pulled Nicole up off the couch and led her to the balcony and I lost sight of them. Scott came back in the room, "Where'd they go?" "Outside on the balcony" "Why?" "Don't know, lets go see." I got up and headed for the door, when snaping fingers got my attetion. I looked at Scott, and he signed again to me. Observe. Secret. Follow me. I followed him into their bedroom. The lights were off and we could hear.