If you change your mind, feel free to come for it anytime." It was a stupid thing to do. I was filled with self loathing that morning and suicide appe...led to me. Since I lacked the courage to do it myself, Ivan there looked pretty good for it.I stuffed the ugly 9mm into my belt, and then I walked not so calmly from the Hazelwood Inn. I did not expect to have one of my better days. As a matter of fact I was surprised when the minivan started on the first try. Maybe the day wouldn't be so bad. She was put in the ambulance and he jumped in with her. ‘Hold my hand, please. Don’t let go.’ ‘I won’t. I promise,’ said Jake, holding her bloody fingers. The medic inserted an IV into her vein, desperate to keep her alive till they reached the hospital. Half an hour later, he was pacing the corridors at the Beth Israel Medical Centre. The doctors had given her several pints of blood to steady her system. His hands were smeared with her blood and some of it went onto his new shirt as well. It. The Kitchen is warm in comparison to the trip over from my (parent’s) house next door. It’s a large upscale neighborhood with the houses widely spaced, and it’s a typical cold December morning. I’ve been home for most of my University’s Junior semester due to Covid. My online class sign on isn’t for more than an hour, Julie’s husband has left to go for morning coffee with his mates."Late. Again." She says. Julie Banks may be double my age, but standing 5ft. 5, with near waist-length straight. Raven gave a smile as if she was hiding some secret and said, "I can't wait to get home tonight." Well, this is quite a change," Sue Ellen said."I know. I'm wondering what it will be like having sex with Cat," Raven said. She frowned as old fears once again rose and then added, "I guess we'll know tonight."Sue Ellen said, "We might have found another woman for the project." That's good," Raven said."She wants to try a little bondage," Sue Ellen said."You mean, leather and restraints?" Yes," Sue.