For so many years, I had repressed this part of my life, for various reasons. But those reasons no longer held the power they once had and this awaken...ng was real to me. It wasn’t just a slight feeling either, it was looming large over my every thought. Rather incredible but oh so nice. I had heard that women reach their sexual peak in their late thirties and early forties, well that was what this must be I figured. The strength of these emotions was compelling beyond my wildest imagination. In. She's right, it's me that wants to do all those things with her. She just lets me do them because she likes me, as a friend." Think about what you're saying, Emily. Does that really sound like Brenda? When was the last time you saw her doing anything unless there was something in it for her? Her mother is the same way, and she's the one teaching Brenda. If Brenda treats you good, it's because she wants something from you. If she didn't, she wouldn't be hanging around you. When you give her what. Sliding out of my seat, I knelt at his feet, hands clutching together in front of me like a nun praying to her savior. But Father was anything but Jesus Christ, and I was anything but nun-ish. I lowered my head, eyes closed, not even allowing myself to gaze upon his bare feet with their perfect toes. ‘Forgive me, Father. I spoke out of place.’ ‘That you did.’ I flinched at his words, even as the sound of his voice had my body clenching in lust. Then I felt his hand on the top of my head, his. With this thought in mind, I maintained eye contact with my angel Harini.She was dressed in a green saree typical Tamil style. I could see her cute waist (kind of like Jyotika’s waist in the movie Kushi). My weak spot is a good-looking waist. So my hand slowly went near her waist.I could feel the tension between Harini and me. I went and put my hand on her waist and looked her directly in her eyes. I felt the same electric sensation as when I first made proper eye contact with Swathi a few days.