Little Bill was almost looking at the ceiling of the porch. She stepped around me to look out at the group that had gathered on the floor to watch. "M... God, holly," she cried out, "your eyes are glazing over. You are really getting into this." She then said in an almost little girl sing-song voice "We just might have more than one perfect pain slut with us tonight."She moved to stand directly in front of holly and said, “Or is it just that he is your perfect pain slut match?”I opened my eyes. "I did some research and didrealize you had very few male facebook friends, and I looked at thegroups you belonged to and all your pictures, and I saw nothing aboutsports or cars or anything manly. So I did have my doubts but I don'tknow any people like you so...I have no idea what to say." And now asshole you know!" said Jenn. "This stuff is hard enough on herwithout assholes like you making it harder." I'm sorry," said Jared, rubbing Reese's back as tears were flowing downhis face now. "I am. But the answers alwaysdevolve into endless giggles. I suspect that this is because theirrelationship mostly consists of sex, and a lot of it. But in soberermoments, both have been apparently reticent to reveal anything about theirpre-transition selves to each other. Old wounds heal slowly.So for most of the evening, because I'm growing a new human being insideme, the conversation was centered on me. Actually, make that centered onthe baby. I think Tara and Maeve are a bit envious and a bit sad. . Your boss called 2tell me that u quit your job 2day & that was the last straw. Last week, u came home & didnt even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked ur favourite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2minutes, & went straight 2sleep after watching all of your soaps. U don’t tell me u love me anymore u don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either u are cheating on me or u dont love me anymore whatever the case, Im gone. Your EX-Husband P.S..