But I wasn't. Not by a long shot. Nicole wasn't the only one who had jumped onto a moving train. I probably could have put the brakes on events, stop ...t before any real line was crossed. But I didn't want to. I was hoping virginal pussy was in my future, and I was doing everything in my power to make it happen.After Nicole's little peep show, I held back for a week or so. I was still updating my journal, I didn't want to lose the progress I had made. But I also knew Nicole had taken a big step,. "I had a better idea. I offered to take her to dinner" Sue said with a smile."Oh, I know exactly the place." Carol said. "Do you think you can get in?" I think we have an in with the management." Sue said with a smile.AdmissionsThe Jail Transportation ambulance went to Chicago's Cook County from the holding cells at city courthouse with six guards assigned. The weakened and infirm man in the ambulance did not represent any credible risk, but orders were orders. And the transport had been. "Are you okay, Mr. Randahl?" Um, I think so." I shook my head. Mistake. Big mistake. When the dizziness stopped, I found two of the bystanders from Randahl's Last Stand were helping me down to the nurse's office.Beth was waiting for me when I came out. "What were you doing! Jay could have really hurt you! And who asked you to fight my battles, anyway! God, you could have been killed!" Beth wailed as she clutched me tight. Like I said, I'll never understand female logic."Beth, not so tight! I'm. "But we're not little girls anymore, either. We can take care of ourselves."Eden sat on the other side of me, bringing her hand up to my cheek. She pecked the cheek before rubbing me with her baby-soft fingers. The touch made me remember when the girls were just toddlers, holding onto my hands for balance while they wanted to run around the house or backyard or whatever. I felt a shudder in my chest, made only worse when Emma repeated the move on the other side of me.The girls gave my cheeks.