I was thinking for suicide. Thinking I am a person who been nowhere in this society. It was hard to listen from the person to sleep with them.Ohhh God...how I will be alive in this world. I decided to suicide. That was a Monday. After coming from office I saw that Aditya came from office and listening music at his room. I was not allowed to enter his room. I just knocked his door and asked him what he likes to take for today as I am going to make food. And he asked for anything I will decide. I. No bullshit.I met her in college in New Hampshire. She was very nieve and would believe anything I told her. I was a senior. She was a freshman. We made through college without any crazy sex stories. I was a pervert and she had no idea. She fell in love with me to her own demise.We married, moved to the mid-atlantic. I ran a successful business and she was my wife. We had a couple k**s., etc.One nite drinking wine I suggested to her that I fantasized about seeing her with other guys. . Those boy shorts bottoms exhibited her ass to fine advantage. I also got to see the tattoo on her back, which was like a pen and ink drawing of a woman. She identified the woman as Mother Nature. The strap of the top made it look like Mother Nature was wearing a lavender sweat band across her forehead, but it was all right.We swam some laps together, side by side, using various strokes and not paying attention to each other at all, except for the fact that we moderated our speed and stayed side. I slip through the gap and can see this, I guess 19 or 20 year old, striding off to the house. I’m at her 4 o’clock and marvel at her exposed buttocks with the thinnest thong I’ve ever seen. Just before she steps into the house I notice the unmistakeable shape of her naked curved breast. Expecting her to cover up I take a seat that faces the sun and not the house. She walks across my sun and while facing me she bends putting the tray of drinks down; her breasts slightly wobble. As she looks up.